run.laugh.spank.wank

this week, i fade to red

2010-10-11T15:28:00.000-07:00

2010-10-11T15:14:00.000-07:00

im so hooked by the ending
his face
and emotion...yeah yeah

atttttt last, i finally saw after-school
i dunno, i have this long list of movies i have to see
and i dl them, and then i just wait to find the right moment
anyway, today i saw that movie
and i was so surprised (in a good way)
(thought it'd be another elephant-2h38-depressed teenager movie
but its with younger kids, which is stronger and more disturbing)
first, the photo of the movie is amazing,
pure and rough
everything is done to upset you
and its really controlled, in a beautiful way.
the story is a bit simple though
that troubled kid who got into bad things
as he witnessed two twins passing away
.
but really enjoyed the mix of both
shitty cameras (from his mobile and cameras)
and the real camera.
and it had a good rythm.
and ending is incredibly weird.
with an opening end, like i loooooooove
plus, the actor is really cute
(wish i could say hot, but i'm not a pedophile)

2010-10-11T15:08:00.000-07:00

i
really thought i could
i really fought
i give up
it's easier.
i want to sleep in that comfortably lazyness
and enjoy this irreversible process
that could do me good

i could live in that intro (or better, im currently living in it)

2010-10-11T15:07:00.000-07:00

2010-10-01T09:19:00.000-07:00

Chromatics - In the city
Robots in disguise - sex has made me stupid
Lisa stansfield - all around the world
Serge gainsbourg - ne dis rien
Zebra and snake - healing music

Im back on the chromatics, and its so awesome

2010-10-01T09:18:00.000-07:00

2010-10-01T09:17:00.000-07:00

2010-10-01T08:56:00.000-07:00

THIS SUMMER I

.found the way to make antwerp less boring (means spent load of time with my friends
drinking, partying or doing stuff like doing bbq by the riverside)
.frenched some girls while receiving a beer shower and ended up in a small tacky club
.went to the other side of the river and had great time, drinking grape juice
.went to this crazzzzzy foam party organized by inspiring fucked up girls (where naked children and former teachers joined)
.went to north seaside of France, met cool people, had such a good time
.did the fine art musuem for the 6th time, but it's gonna close for 4 years soon
.went to Basel to see my soulmate. had too much cheese/chocolate/electro

2010-10-01T08:50:00.000-07:00

Projetcs :

-finishing my new upcomings art project (that includes wedding pics, plates, music)
-throwing away a good part of my clothes, of course i could give it to friends, but i prefer not to see them again, so say hi to charity shops my dear children
-having a new boyfriend (or a last, someone i can sleep with every night and make tea)
-learning how to make a decent mix (so far it was awful)
-getting the attention from someone in first year in my department
-starting reading books again (haven't touch one since february for personal reasons)
-stop eating risotto once a week
-booking tickets to see my best friend in Basel
-staying at my grandma's to take pictures of her in her toilets
-stop buying perfumes
-watching movies made before the 70s
-giving a chance to more mute movies
-getting in touch with the red tshirt boy <3

-stop being that talkative n naive

2010-10-01T08:49:00.001-07:00

2010-10-01T08:47:00.000-07:00

ahw ahw
im obsessed with this portrait for one hour
that guy is a friend of another guy that i know
and the only thing that i have in mind now is that
I DONT WANT TO FIGURE HIM OUT
I WANT HIM.
(pleas,e juste take off this tasteless tshirt)

2010-10-01T08:44:00.000-07:00

September is gone.

i moved from my amazing flat
before that
i had dinner with friends
i watched movies
i fucked with a random
who i get to know lately
i took my posters off
i went back to school
i thought
i fought

i cried
and

i smile.

2010-08-20T11:24:00.000-07:00

i feel like

taking a long hot

bath with those

dead people

holding your

cold flesh

melting with me

in the water

miles davis

soap.

tears

2010-08-20T11:20:00.000-07:00

2010-08-20T11:19:00.000-07:00

rather

than

obvious

things

2010-08-19T12:38:00.001-07:00

funny to see

people you wanted to shag badly

and who wanted to shag you

on gayromeo.

and realising they don't turn you on

at all anymore

and that finally they're as lame

as you are, finding someone to hook-wise

2010-08-19T12:29:00.000-07:00

weekly

inspiration

2010-08-19T12:20:00.000-07:00

what is more stupid than people
that don't answer to your mail ?
especially people who look friendly on
the social network (twitter, fb, myspace, blogger)
i hate when they go :

''yeah, im so rad and carefree
open minded
and i do crazy things
i have random hooks everyday
im so wasted during partiessssss
lets have a cofee if you see me in reality''

WHEREAS

they dont
im really into getting in touch with people i find stimulating
(seriously)
(even when its just visually haha)
and most of the time people dont accept
or never answer.
i dont get why
cos i dont stalk them with dozen of mails
or so, just basic comments
but its funny

because, artists friends of mine mailed
(terence, aurel, sierra and stuff)

A N SW E R ED
and just bloggers/tumbl-ers
don't.

so now, i stop wasting my time
leaving comments
or even reading your blogs and stuff
cos blogging and stuff are meant
to get into E X C H A N G E s

stop that 2 . 0 autism
while prtending
you're so ''reeeeeachable''
in your so called internet life

2010-08-19T12:17:00.000-07:00

today was a good day:
gave a Mac tuto to someone
(that woman was sooo freaked out by her
macbook, which was funny n creepy)
also had a cofee with my mum
cooked some british stuff
dl a load of new good music
gottttttt a lot of new ideas for my projects
(which is good, cos lately i've been not really inspired
and im gonna try to do things withvideo now, we will see)

2010-08-19T12:12:00.000-07:00

Im so in love with 90s satyrical comedies

especially american ones

they deal with so mannnnnny issues

(drugs, rape, teenage pregnancy, suicide, racism)

which are kinda tabou in france now

so its really entertaining and interesting to have

those kind of movie.

im so not into woody allen

cos movies are too bourgeois for me

always the same set, same kind of characters

(really blasé rich persons, bored and boring)

ok, the last he did like mact poitn are ok

(cos a bit different)

also, i can't cope with woody allen

''im so-jew-and-rich-and-intelectual'' humour

sorry

but tod <3

you're my god

2010-08-19T12:11:00.001-07:00

2010-08-19T12:08:00.001-07:00

''G O D''

2010-08-18T03:48:00.000-07:00

What can i say about the art of Dan Colen ?

radically bad ?

Well my first answer would be nothing
as nothing comes out when i see his work
but boredom and scams
cos seriously
this guy represents what i would call
''art posing''
which means
rich kids
who take too much drugs
who dont know what to do with their lives
arent inspiried by something specific but dope
but pretend they're artists...
cos their shits are hanged in galleries

why dan colen ?

cos i just went mad when i've read about
his gross stupid chewing-gum painting he made
saying that first he didnt chew himself
but asked ppl or even worse did it with hot water
....
HOW LAME IS THAT ?
cos the only interest i could have find in this
so called painting would be the performance related to it
(chewing till you can't feel your jaw anymore or so)
but now...that's just a melting pot of gums....
and its even not extreme like on hugggggge caneva
no, just on a quite regular
and this shit is sold in trendy galleries
and is published by mags....

wtf, seriously
im so sick of those art posers
who are good at partying
and calling their dealers
and who are able to sell their shits.

am i missing something or so ?
i dont have the impression
.
gallerists, just give a chance to gifted artists who
really need money to live and who deserve it

the worst part is when this guy says in Vice
''well, im too busy at the moment,
i have to refuse propositions from galleries''.....

well, all i have to do is finding a rich heir
ask him to shit
spread that shit on a canva and
hang it in gallery
then comes the concept :

showing something unseen
and primitive
related to the boundaries of the social background
bla bla bla bla

stop thinking you're an artist.
you're not.

http://www.saatchi-gallery.co.uk/artists/dan_colen.htm

2010-08-18T03:47:00.000-07:00

fact/
boys are more hot in belgium
than in france
boys are more hot in uk
that in belgium
boys are more hot in spain
that in uk
.

2010-08-18T03:44:00.000-07:00

freya you inspire me
like
REALLY

2010-08-18T03:39:00.000-07:00

ne plus s'épancher
lamentablement
péniblement
.
pour tout ces sourires
pour tout ces moments
.

martin, toujours

2010-08-02T06:40:00.000-07:00

you guys/me

2010-08-02T06:38:00.000-07:00

pasolini

two summers ago

i saw the most disturbing

movie of my life

yay to that

Inspiring boys

2010-08-02T06:21:00.000-07:00

omg

looooove the way this guy is dressed

that's still a bit gay but not that much

(thanks to the tatoos, i guess)

and his hairdo is cool as well

a bit macho, a bit pansy

perfect combo

im soooo sick of people

who only dress in black

GO TO HELL

BURN FAST

AND GET OUT

OF MY LIFE

and also this one

(found on rbpm)

im so crazy at this outfit

really love the mix sporty/preppy

with the PARIS jumper

and the crazy shoes

and the geek backpack

(reminds me of the invicta

which were famous in Luxembourg

back to the 90s)

really inspring

2010-07-26T08:47:00.000-07:00

2010-07-26T08:39:00.000-07:00

i/
entered the void (and been disapointed, seriously)
i tasted his emptiness
i took a hit
and didnt close my eyes
just opened my hears
i sucked it
and didnt swallow
just taste
(metalic
fragile)
and let it last in my mouth
not to lose something
and to go far
.
i walked in silence
close to those trees
and i got home
and slept

fucking alone

2010-07-22T05:57:00.001-07:00

we all die, fuck, born alone
but me.
i wasn't alone when i got out of my mother
and i was with my brother
this fact please me
i dunno why
i can pretend im less alone than you guys
cos he's always with me
i always carry him
in a way
but lately
i just realised that it could work in our future
because we might have different lives
and at one point we're gonna split
there's no other possibilities
so i should enjoy my time left with you
watching Cremaster
eating asian food
torturing pets and plushes
speaking about them
laughing along i dunno who
and loving each other
but
i can't.

2010-07-06T18:12:00.001-07:00

why
do
you
have
to make it complicated ?

l'été sera (surement) slow

2010-07-06T18:07:00.000-07:00

2010-07-06T18:05:00.000-07:00

inspiring
charlotte
as usual.
(the move Max mon amour is not though)

2010-07-06T18:00:00.000-07:00

i came randomly across this last haute couture
season from margiela
and i wasnt willing to look for it
i just saw it by my bro
and i thought
FUCK
margiela is
so stuck in its style
i mean ok
its good (and hard) to have a clearly
personal style for a brand
and this one managed to get its one
thanks to martin m
but lately
the past seasons
i have the impression
its always the same
and they cant go further
and just get stuck
and its bad
i love brands who task risks
and who can reinvent themselves every season
(balenciaga for instance)
but brands such as mmm and rick owens
they dont
and i gont get why

2010-07-06T17:58:00.000-07:00

tonight
was
funny
.
we are
coureges n jeremy scott
thugs
and its
good

2010-06-18T07:06:00.000-07:00

now
its all about
nothing

Go sidi, go

2010-06-06T07:50:00.000-07:00

from NOW ON

2010-06-06T07:47:00.000-07:00

2010-06-06T07:42:00.000-07:00

what am i listening ?
(n who cares?)

Pop Levi - Sugar assault me now

Didier Sinclair - Heavenly

Frankie Knuckles - Bad boy (rap edit)

Acid washed - The rain
(and seriously if u dont give a shot to this one, u're stupid)

2010-06-06T07:34:00.001-07:00

June sucks
June hurts
Im stuck in my bedroom, finishing all my projects, with the ac on
listening to some electro things.
Grey sky.
No one to hug
No one to speak with
No one to shout at

Lately i :

-had a cofee with my headmaster's department
(which is weird, but saw his last ewhibition n it was really good, and gave me nice infos about
dries van noten and margiela when he studied with them)

-on the way to have this cofee saw my ex bf with his new bf
(who is an coward and a twat, yayyyyyyyyyyy)

-drank too much tea
(and now i feel like vomiting when i hear the word 'tea')

-realised that the hole gay antwerp scene is really fucked-up
(and that i can extend it to the ldn, paris and berlin one)

-been really disapointed in tom ford's A single man
(gosh, what a drag)

-and have to go back to work, means editing, priting, hanging....
June rocks

2010-05-23T12:07:00.000-07:00

Can't
get enough
of this track/video
.
genius

2010-05-23T08:39:00.000-07:00

mitsukkkko
just the best
character from the movie
im keen on the fact she does
all that she can/wants
to win the game
.
and she's hot
and really bright
so bitchy
haha
perfect
really fierce character
and my friend pierre told me that in the original manga
we can see her having sew with boys before butchering them
and she's way more sluty and we know more about her past
(she bas been raped by her uncle or so, she leads a gang of bad girls
in tokyo, she blackmails etc)

<3

2010-05-23T08:37:00.001-07:00

Chigusa
is really cool
because she's quiet
inteligent
smart
and
feminist
(i wish i could say more
but we see her something like 2 mn 54 seconds
in the movie)

how do i share music ?

2010-05-23T07:58:00.000-07:00

wawwwww
i just can't wait to watch it
indeed
i've been waiting for this movie for 5 years or so
and it seems amazing
with a strong aesthetic
and good concepts
and new way of using 3D
not like in that Avatar thing
and also a fresh casting
and gaspard noe is just one of my fav movie maker
always bringing social themes and hushed-up ideas
in his movies
with a perfect and genius sens of framing, lighting, directing!

I
WANT
TO
ENTER
THE

V
O
I
D
<3

2010-05-23T07:54:00.001-07:00

i feel weird
cos 3 days ago
i was just feeding
sierra casady with oreos
and drinking cheap beer
with amazing people
(speaking about
my fag hags, brooklin bridge, music...)
.
who are just themselves
and inspiring
and simple
.
and then, when i got back to
antwerp
i saw this bunch of ''i-only-dress-in-black'' ppl
wearing sunnies n being contemptuous...
(not to
change)

wtf
please
just dont be vodoo eros copycats
(there's no use)
but for god's sake
SMILE
WEAR COLORFUL THINGS
STOP THINKING YOU'RE THE COOLEST PERSON ON EARTH
STROP BEING AROGANT
HAVE FUN
FART
DRINK BOOZE
BLURP
DANCE
LAUGH
I DUNNO
......
BASICALLY

JUST

L I V E

thank you
.

2010-05-23T07:51:00.000-07:00

so coooool
i think its perfect
for a sunday evening
for working
or doing something elese
i dunno
just feel like listening to it
again
and again
.`
(ps, just need white wine)
(oh yessss)

prozac of the week

2010-05-23T07:47:00.000-07:00

sorry, i had to cut the half of each pictures
as i'm so not into Jack McCollough
as he reminds me of
Juergen teller (and i find juergen pretty gross
and just because basically he's dating one of the hotest
guy on earth, that's enough reasons)
.

duhhhhhhhh

2010-05-23T07:43:00.000-07:00

sunday song

2010-05-23T07:42:00.000-07:00

2010-05-23T07:22:00.000-07:00

wawwwwww
i can't believe i post this picture
(which might me the ugliest on my fugly blog)
BUT
the point is that's the official image for the 2010 Antwerp gay pride
and what i find amazzzzzzzing
is that one of the dude is wearing a...
Margiela tshirt on this ad...
how anwterp-fucked up is that ?
uh?
plus : i love the social diversity thing,
seriously, i know a bit 'bout the local gay scene
and trust me, there's only one black in this whle scene
don't ask me why....
n i love the two 30s guy holding each other
cos afterwards when you go on the website
they give you their schedule
(ranging from nasty parties in dirty places where
you can make your fantasies come true...uh uh
to gay tea dance parties)
and also a lot of nasty things promoting the one night stands...
but still, on the picture, we're promoting the lasting relationships
and the social diversity

and and and and who the hell are those fag hags ?
or wait
are they supposed to be lesbians ?
even worse...

yep
yep
yep

bday list

2010-05-12T05:46:00.000-07:00

-The kids are alright (original signed edition)
-Leica/Contax cameras
-All the records from VLF, Cocteau Twins
-Ticket for a Vitalic gig
-Ace of base / Visage / OMD tshirt
-a date with the perfect man on earth (means has Matvey's face, Alex's charisma, Devandra's spiritual skills, Lazaro's sex appeal and Gainsbourg's inteligence and Matt Groening's sens of humour)
- a Frustrated artists party (dresscode : jap minimalist avant garde 80s, special guest Victoria Legrand, Aurel S and Chloe S, Terence K, and friends, dj : Kim ann foxman, Michael Myer, all you can eat/drink asian and twinky drinks)
-Balenciaga coat
-Original LAUD shoes
-Tabi sneakers

or just love. and no more f............

2010-05-08T04:52:00.000-07:00

random pics
that make my pant
wet

last saturday

2010-05-08T04:04:00.000-07:00

no more
lies
no more
smiles
no more
questions
no more
answers
no more
ideas
no more
cigarettes
no more
dreams
no more
nightmares
no more
you
no more
tales
no more
you
no more
pills
no more
booze
no more
you
no more

me.

2010-04-24T13:25:00.000-07:00

2010-04-23T06:53:00.000-07:00

I was about to pay a tshirt
from this new brand called material boy
there was only me and the guy in charge of the shop
and i was giving him my cb
when i saw that a super old fat tacky woman
was waiting to pay her item
which was

the same tshirt as me.
FML

2010-04-23T06:52:00.000-07:00

OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
.perfect outfit

2010-04-23T06:43:00.000-07:00

2010-04-23T06:38:00.000-07:00

heart warming/breaking

2010-04-23T06:36:00.000-07:00

2010-04-23T06:30:00.000-07:00

what i look like
when i use Lumi
to do my work out
.
love it

2010-04-23T06:23:00.000-07:00

my 2012 theorie: i have one
people are going to
do their best to enjoy their lives
and start to go mad,
that means : achieving their goals
and have fun and do their best to enjoy it entirely
.
so, guess that
people are gonna buy all the things they want
(cars, clothes etc)
gonna cruise super seriously (and dare dating)
and dare to do things that they put on their
''what-i-have-to-do-before-i-die list''
and travel, take drugs...
so, one year and a half left....
time is runing out dear readers.
and....by doing this,
thats how the world is gonna end up
.
soooooo
go for all your wishes
NOW

2010-04-23T06:18:00.000-07:00

My bro
is a kind of a
nazi bitch
has a minor passion for
sluts
old ladies
fur
deep blue
dark bright black
.
creepy things
minimal
conceptuals
stupid
music
designers
artists
.
love u

2010-04-17T14:45:00.000-07:00

2010-04-17T14:38:00.000-07:00

how i felt this morning when
me and my bro were walking down
the streets
(wearing each others stuff to match
both our outfits)
we felt like Dr Gero and C20
from dbz
as, when they arrive in town
everybody watch them in a sweird and scared way
<3

2010-04-15T03:45:00.000-07:00

ou/comme/quand tu veux.

2010-04-15T03:34:00.000-07:00

i really suck at having a decent judgment in painting

cos i never studied it seriously

there are way too many streams

and its history is so big

and im super hard to convince

(like, in my academy, in the painting department

80 per cent of what i see

doesn't move me)

and i can't focus too much in front of a painting

im more touched by the texture in general

or when its really really conceptuals

or with a lot of details

but i know that i have a crush for Friant

who was a french painter from the 19th century

(plus, was coming from where i come from)

and he was depecting the life of the population

at that time. for me its so well done

its naturalism

i cant help but being fascinated by all this kind of painting

even academism

cos even is the subjects were a bit poor (always antiquity, nude)

its just so so so so well-done and perfectly tecnichally.

and for Friant, it looks like photos, almost.

2010-04-15T03:25:00.000-07:00

Clouzot's L'enfer

I havent been mesmerized by a movie

like this for months

this one is just incredible

the story

Romy's blue lips

crazy lights

super neons

stunning casting

interesting audio effect

new research

.this movie could

have brought

so many things to

the cinema

like lynch, von trier

and kubrick.

but clouzot was too harsh

and the making of the movie just

became a pure ''hell''

so avant-garde

.fascinating.

2010-04-15T02:15:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a reallly good one
i have been to Nancy (F)
to see a really old friend of mine

Celine
Nancy is not really a hot spot for something
except boredom and raucous people
(yuk)
btw, by the afternoon
after sushis + miso soup
we went to an exhibition
with Brassai pictures
cos i've been told for i dunno how many years
that that guys was a geniussssss
and that his work his worth checking.
but....it is not...to me

i was super disapointed
i just saw pictures i was doing when i was
i dunno, 17, when you're wandering in streets, house
as i said to Celine, like when you experience your first camera
you get so excited and you take all this ''beautiful'' things that appear to you
like a candle, a fish, a really bright sky...
so Brassai did...then i've checked his nude series
which were ''ok''
.nothing special with an important artistic comitment and quite...boring
but still, nice shapes and lights.
and when i left the exhib' i was so sad
thinking how an artist can be so overrated
. and i've checked some extras more pics on google
(cos i thought its impossible that such an average work can be that famous)
(there was like 200 pictures of him...)
and i just saw better pictures
but still, is less stronger than Bresson
and who am i to judge Brassai ?

as i have 0.1 per cent chance to be as famous as him
nobody, just stop telling in art books + art history lessons + foto history books
that that guy was a master or so, i dont see what he brought to this media...
or i miss something.

2010-04-13T10:22:00.000-07:00

sometimes
i do all this dreams
and i should do like my friend Ilse
and write them down in a diary
(so laura palmer, right?)
and i remember that my social teacher
told me she dreamt of going in a restaurant
in switzerland, and there was condoms on the forks
.
pure genius, right ?

song of the week

2010-04-13T10:19:00.001-07:00

wish i was there, omg, holly shit

2010-04-13T10:11:00.000-07:00

i had this discussion with a friend of mine
about what kind of guys we go for
and she was so convinced that im super into
youth-innocent-teenagers
(cos there's this guy i fancy who is a mutual friend)
(only exception i thought)
and she got me so wrong
and i was really convinced that im into
a certain type of guys
(i dont want to describe it, but
my close friends know what im talking about
cos i fall in love every two metters in the streets/parties
with that certain kind, and i get really crazy when i see one
like, i can stalk the guy in a street for 2 mn)
but today i've found this pics of this russian guy
who is just hot
and now im reconsedering all my postions
and im troubled
.
thank you_
(my turn off : blond, shaved, girly, brainless)
is it enough ?
and also, once an asian girl from london
told me that i was a pedophile
cos i was dating a 17-years-old guy when i was 21
do i have to, mention that ?

2010-04-13T09:36:00.000-07:00

.im still working on my porn.useless.priceless.so-called.art.project

i'll be featured in tiny vice
go to my first exhib drunk
(like claire fisher)
and promoting pointless things
trying to make you feel idiot
with amazing and bright sentences
being an arty
slut
basically
(kiddings)

2010-04-13T09:32:00.000-07:00

socks.
socks
socks
suck(s)

2010-04-13T09:11:00.000-07:00

i just remember a strange documentary that i saw yesterday
about belgium and its french and dutch part
and the guy was interviewing kids from both parts, in primary school
asking them random stuffs like''could you get married with someone
from the opposite part?'' ''what do you think about them''
and the kids got so mean (most of them) like :
NO WAY, i can't marry someone from the other part
(and its even not about the language issue)
and they were like ''people from the french part stink,
are lazy, are useless'' and the others : ''people from the dutch part
are rich and racist''
so cliché..
and the best quote on reccord was when the guy said that by 2050
the flanders might be under water because of the global warming or so
and so the people from the dutch part might go to live in Wallonie
and there was a guy saying ''i prefer to go living in Congo, we used to have collonies there''
i was like : HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL(o)
how can you prefer living in a super far away country where
everything is different than going to a 10 km city away from where you live...

the situation is really fucked-up
and i dont wanna be part of it
(but i guess i do, cos i love close to the french part, i study in the dutch part)
but i really feel sorry for those dorks who are just haters....
GREW-UP
try to go to wallonie and have fun
try to go to flanders and have fun
and stop criticizing each other parts without staying there unless an entire week or so
try to learn the opposite language, make just a fucking effort...
try to make your small country stronger
and promoting its vallues...

2010-04-11T07:19:00.000-07:00

im off paris
im quite happy
cos paris is super tiresome
paris is a beautiful city but like all the french cities that i like
i have an issue with its dwellers, especially parisian ones
they're so dramatic
.
i dont hate parisians or so, but some are over the top
just because they're aware they live in the most attractive-touristic-city-in-the-world
but i do hate the parisian way of living (paying 10 euros to see a movie, always take the metro, being almost killed every time you try to bike etc)
but i was so motherfucking happy to be back in france
and to enjoy the french way of living
<3
(c a d, crossing streets when the light is red, eating decent and good food,
being frank and spontaneous etc etc etc etc)
.i saw an amzazing exhib about the evolution
of the design in fashion from the 70s to the 80s
(with montana, mugler, yamamoto, cdg)
i saw some really crazy things
so so so so inspiring
and the museum was inspiring as well
with my bro we were amazed how the models had fun onstage
and how they were more isnpiring
(they were women, with brest, big lips, hips
not skinny teenagers)
and also the way they act on stage, was super funny
and spontaenous.
and also mugler ones were the best, almost as a theatre play
that could have been made a by a polish genius...
.
besides, i've been disapointed by the selection of ktz and l'eclaireur
i bought nothing
and they don't sell pugh any more at rick owens
but i had an interesting chit chat with the guy at rick owens
we spoke about some persons that he knows in antwerp (hahaha)
and selection of items that rick himself brings in his shop <3
.
not to change the staff at palais de tokyo was awful
promoting their sens of ''we propose you all these new artists''
but they dont,
and there was this bitchy butch so stupid
who was really mean to a friend of mine
(never bully my friends)
(or i get cranky, seriously)
.
i had dinner at my ex bf's
and tea at a friend of mine who lives in a really cosy area
and french tea + chocolate + jewish food + arabian delights
.
before leaving paris i visited a friend from a friend
(so a friend of mine ?)
as usual we had booze and nice music
and outrageous talks about celebrities
that guy knows all the collest dj around
and is really funny and interesting
.
and then got back home in france
where im currently drinking tea, working on my projects
and listenting to siouxsie, the hole, nu clear classmate and daso.
.

2010-04-06T10:24:00.000-07:00

i got home from luxembourg

and realised that the only proper shop

(a sort of concept store) just became really shitty

try to imagine how happy i was 5 years ago

when it oppened, with dyptique products, phaidon books

cool music selection (2many dj, soulwax, nirvana, le tigre)

and nice clothes (prada, apc, jil sander)

i was like :

''how can a store like this can exist in a city like that''

and lately they switched everything for

ladurée candels, fg music compilations, paul smith,

adidas vintage, costume national etcetcetc

and the staff is so dull and unhelpful

(once there was this chick who wanted to explained me what CDG,

and i said politely that it was ok, i know cdg products

and she got so bitchy...

i wanted to tell her that Rei Kawakubo herself helped me in her shop).

im really picky with those so called concept store

we have a couple in anwterp, but i prefer not to start

speaking about it (really)

prefer to explain my minor obsesion with dsm

cos dsm means :

cool staff

WHO LOVE FASHION

(inspiring people, who clearly show their interests)

and you can clearly see it

nice music selection

super products

(remember they were selling pugh way before the rest)

and amazing store, nice displays etc.

i could spend all my time and money in dsm.

like seriously.

2010-04-06T07:57:00.000-07:00

that picture is sooooo crappy
but i was kinda in love with my outfit this morning
bougth so leather boots + grey/black trouser + cheap tweed jacket + AA tshirt
and i think its ok.
it is_
and i dont feel like wearing skinny jeans anymore
(but i guess i'll do it till i die)
i prefer comfy pants
try to avoid sand shoes (plimsolls, dunlop, converse)
but once more, its sort of impossible for me
and try to wear something else than jackets
but, this i can manage.
and i do go outside with only one shoe, sounds logic
(or im lazy to wear two shoes, or better, i was so in love with my outfit that
i rushed on my camera without puting the second one, im on)
dunno

2010-04-06T07:54:00.001-07:00

ELO - Last Train to London (Fred Viktor re edit)

"Plaisir de France j'écoute ?!"

best song for the spring
(love love love)
when i listen to that song
it reminds me of the stupid dance we improvise
with my brother
after dinner/movies/on the way home from parties
.
wish i could wear spice girls shoes
and c.kane dress + p.piloto jacket + mmm tabis
and dance on that, with cheap martini
and doing karaoke with trannies
and ending up in a big desert field
got striped and doing crazy things
(playing scrable witout A E and I)
(kiddings)
(does my fantasy sound a bit like a divine edmund white mcginley trippy dream ?)
YES

2010-04-03T12:40:00.000-07:00

im smiling-crying cos im thinking about some persons who are really important to me
and to this girl, who is just what i'd like to be if i'd be a girl basically
cos she's so gifted, beautiful, simple and funny
and she's been trough life. like nobody.
and i cant help myself comparing her to another girl
that i thought she was a friend of mine
but she's not, she's just a cunt
a blond one, i mean a brown one.
and yes.
and no.
i do spend time on youtube
i do like read russian novels
i do enjoy trying to be a silly kid
i do enjoy listening to run dmc, 50 cents, 2pac, dr dre
i do love wearing 400 euros useless shoes
i do love stealing stuff in charity shops
and whats your deal ???????
yours ?
no
thing
nothing
you're just empty
and im just wasting my time writing this
on a blog
that nobody reads
and who cares ?
certainly not me_

CANT GET ENOUGH OF THIS TRACK

2010-04-03T12:39:00.000-07:00

2010-04-03T12:35:00.000-07:00

when im trying to sell you my stuff:
/so basically my work is a bout getting lost with yourself
reaching a point where you don't recognize yourself anymore
i guess everyboy faced that once in its life
.
this upside-down-mirror- effect
to enlight the messy apsect that you can feel
with yourself sometimes and you don't know
who you are anymore.
this fragments of body and flesh embody
the loss of the body in the searcfh of a new identity
etcetcETCTECTETCTETCTETC

/seriously, im sick of art sometimes.
some times

2010-04-03T12:32:00.000-07:00

home.
so i listen to Fuck Buttons
drink way too much homemade
cofee milkshake with baileys.
and got bored with movies
so thought that it'd be entertaining to do some
stuff with it.

2010-03-31T16:21:00.000-07:00

2010-03-31T16:16:00.000-07:00

A. February 2009

2010-03-31T16:12:00.000-07:00

i've just received a text from you
and i reconsider all the time i've wasted with you
i've been doing some photshop on your face
today (picture is my new project im currently working on)
remember the smell of the bed, in the morning
the taste of your mouth at night
.
too
late
too
late
too
late
too
lame

2010-03-31T16:08:00.000-07:00

odessa - caribou
rythm is a dancer - snap
ultimate eternity - nomak
.

how im gonna turn 40...soon

2010-03-31T16:06:00.000-07:00

2010-03-31T15:57:00.000-07:00

don't undertsand why/how
someone can fancy a super girly bf
please, explain me
i need to undertsand cos
i have so many girly fags around me
and im wondering if they do act like this
purposely. you know,
being super gay and over-acting
''oh dahhhhhling
i lovvvvvvvvvve
you' outfit''
and the way they
walk
speak
laugh
drink
smoke
live.
i've been quite open minded toward them
but when you gather all those people in one room
(party, shop, exhibs)
im like : wtf am i doin here.
are u really playing a game
or are you born this way ?
did u got this idea of what a ''gay guy'' is supposed to look like
and live like ?
its really fucked up
oh, and i've read a stupid book from
Dustand (idiot) in which he praised
himself on being super fagot, and he saiD (uhuh)
that if a gay guy doesn't act like a fairy
its a shame, a gay guy is born to be a fairy
and those who are not are ''always strugling'' and
its not natural.......

THANKS
THANKS
THANKS

2010-03-31T15:53:00.001-07:00

April fi(r)st.

2010-03-31T03:24:00.001-07:00

ive been so fucked up this month
thought i was likely to die and been disapointed in so many ppl
(mostly, people who say something, and do the contrary, so obnoxious)
but : i did get in touch with a nice guy that i've met before,
and had some nice time with friends
been over-addicted to dyptique flat mist
and try to stop smoking
(so far, its ok)
.but im seriously waiting for april to start
(tomorrow)
because : paris, stocksales, gigs
.

this spring, im gonna wear...

2010-03-01T10:21:00.000-08:00

some things
sophisticated and relax
and simple and strong.
(csm, cos, raf)

2010-02-27T03:17:00.000-08:00

i really like the way he's dressed.
it's super simple but strong though
i want tabi shoes badly
my friend sara bought those from MMM
(im a bit jealous)
(and i can't borrow it)
.
also like the mix of simple colors
dark red and black rock
.

what am i talking about ?

2010-02-26T12:38:00.000-08:00

.
evandro
matvey
clement
gale
simon
.

2010-02-26T12:32:00.000-08:00

im thinking
how the mist
can be vanished
.
and his cock
inside him
and his tears
inside his mouth
and his cock into
her vagina
and the tears
into her mouth

.
how the muscles
start to be less stiff
to accept the truth
and no longer say no
just say yes
yes
yes
yes
yes
yes.

song of the week (or not)

2010-02-26T12:30:00.000-08:00

2010-02-26T12:21:00.000-08:00

i know its super cliché
but, i do love Ellen Ripley
since i'm a child.
with my bro we knew this woman
she was a weirdo who knew
evrything about flowers and animals
who reminded us of Ellen
and she really had the ame face
and was ''living in her own world''
and yesterday i just saw Alien 4
for the third time and i really enjoyed it
really like how she turn into a sadistic, fatalistic
super weird bitch in this one.
and how she beats all the bastards.
go Ellen, go.

2010-02-26T12:19:00.000-08:00

retro
sexy
sporty
gay
. she said

2010-02-26T12:09:00.000-08:00

my back hurts.
because i've been on my computer
for hours today
(checking music blogs)
(discovering amazing tracks)
and i had to do my ironing
and to make it funnier
i was trying to dance while ironing
on Oxia, Neon Back, Depeche Mode)
and i just realised that 90 per cent
of my wardrobe is blue nor black
(and i have some browns and beige, greys stuff)

and i was kinda proud of all my clothes
been thinking about how do i look
and im...ok
mixing really stupid things (lately i've bought
this beige woman coton trouser with flower prints)
and its funny cos i was also ironing some
really
old stuff
like Pornstar
Iron Maiden
The Ramones
tshirt
things from my sk8er period
(uh uh)
oh and i hate people who don't iron their clothes
and i hate even more people who can't do ironing
and i just loathe people who always ask their parents or peers
to do it for them
.