this week, i fade to red

im so hooked by the ending
his face
and emotion...yeah yeah

atttttt last, i finally saw after-school
i dunno, i have this long list of movies i have to see
and i dl them, and then i just wait to find the right moment
anyway, today i saw that movie
and i was so surprised (in a good way)
(thought it'd be another elephant-2h38-depressed teenager movie
but its with younger kids, which is stronger and more disturbing)
first, the photo of the movie is amazing,
pure and rough
everything is done to upset you
and its really controlled, in a beautiful way.
the story is a bit simple though
that troubled kid who got into bad things
as he witnessed two twins passing away
.
but really enjoyed the mix of both
shitty cameras (from his mobile and cameras)
and the real camera.
and it had a good rythm.
and ending is incredibly weird.
with an opening end, like i loooooooove
plus, the actor is really cute
(wish i could say hot, but i'm not a pedophile)

i
really thought i could
i really fought
i give up
it's easier.
i want to sleep in that comfortably lazyness
and enjoy this irreversible process
that could do me good

i could live in that intro (or better, im currently living in it)

Chromatics - In the city
Robots in disguise - sex has made me stupid
Lisa stansfield - all around the world
Serge gainsbourg - ne dis rien
Zebra and snake - healing music

Im back on the chromatics, and its so awesome

THIS SUMMER I

.found the way to make antwerp less boring (means spent load of time with my friends
drinking, partying or doing stuff like doing bbq by the riverside)
.frenched some girls while receiving a beer shower and ended up in a small tacky club
.went to the other side of the river and had great time, drinking grape juice
.went to this crazzzzzy foam party organized by inspiring fucked up girls (where naked children and former teachers joined)
.went to north seaside of France, met cool people, had such a good time
.did the fine art musuem for the 6th time, but it's gonna close for 4 years soon
.went to Basel to see my soulmate. had too much cheese/chocolate/electro

Projetcs :

-finishing my new upcomings art project (that includes wedding pics, plates, music)
-throwing away a good part of my clothes, of course i could give it to friends, but i prefer not to see them again, so say hi to charity shops my dear children
-having a new boyfriend (or a last, someone i can sleep with every night and make tea)
-learning how to make a decent mix (so far it was awful)
-getting the attention from someone in first year in my department
-starting reading books again (haven't touch one since february for personal reasons)
-stop eating risotto once a week
-booking tickets to see my best friend in Basel
-staying at my grandma's to take pictures of her in her toilets
-stop buying perfumes
-watching movies made before the 70s
-giving a chance to more mute movies
-getting in touch with the red tshirt boy <3

-stop being that talkative n naive